Tired

I feel broken today. Ripped into little shreds....tired and drained on a level I can't explain. Nothing major has happened, just a lot of drama over the past few weeks,and lots of change on the horizon. I am not sure how to put anything back into order or even what it is I need to do right now. I know that this is a fleeting feeling and that sometimes things have to fall apart to get better. I know that they will, yet I still have that little bit of inner struggle that is just tired. Tired of feeling like every time things seem to be on track, they fall apart and a new lesson starts. The wiser part of me knows and is in gratitude for all the blessings these lessons continue to provide. So that being said....I am breathing....I am working ...everything is opening up just as it should.