Darkness and Hope

~Another old post....

Sitting alone under the vast night sky
Staring at the stars that twinkle so high
Wishing for answers to all that she seeks
Desperation and fear begin to creep
She is on the edge of losing it all
Knowing she will be all alone when she falls
Loved by so many
Yet she always feels numb
Wishing and praying for the light to come
The light that will open her eyes and her heart
To let her step out in the sun
Each night spend praying for more control
To the moon she pours out her heart and her soul
Needing to know
Hating to trust
Wishing that she was enough
Haunted by a past that won't go away
Leaves her fighting this war everyday
No one will know of the battle inside
No one will feel the pain that she hides
Looking for someone that she can let in
Praying she won't hurt again
Someone to love her and never let go
Bringing the light to her heart and her soul
Chasing away all the fear and the pain
Letting her dance in the rain
Shes all alone when she closes her eyes 
Dreaming of a bright sun filled sky