Monday, May 11, 2015

Moments of lost magic....

~Ever have a day like this?....I know I will in a better place again....but right now....not so much
I think we all question everything...on a regular basis...it what makes us human...keeps us pushing. The universe must think I am: A) stupid as fuck or B) a complete bad ass.....
Because I never feel I have room to breathe...before I am right back in this space..this space of learning.....burning to be reborn....always growing....but breathing is nice to....just sayin


Maybe magic doesn't really exist
Maybe soul mates are just derived from romantic poets    
Hopeless whimsies of folly
For all of us seeking something
Something more than  ordinary
Helping us all find  an escape    
Maybe they aren't  mythical fields of fairies...
They are just fireflies...beautiful, but nothing more
And those faces in rocks don't mean anything
A rock is just a rock...
And trees don't really talk.....  
The moon could just be the moon
Not here to teach and guide
Past life times...if they are real
Mean nothing to the here and now
For if you can't keep a love
That was pure magic from day one
Then what is there left to believe in
The answer is nothing
Fairy Tales are bullshit  
And true love does not exist  
The longer we  keep believing in all this made up shit
The more we keep throwing ourselves over the abyss
Again and again. ..
We do so in a desperate desire to find  bliss  
Only we find ourselves alone. .  
Making up more stories.  .
That help us feel strong
Stories to help us make sense of it all
That is reality of what is
And we repeat them to ourselves
Hoping that one day....
We will once again  believe
Once again find ourselves surrounded by magic...
Even if it doesn't really exist...

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